Thursday, April 12, 2012

Not helping myself

I'm not really helping myself at all by staying out of PE. When I went to see my specialist, I got stuck with a different doctor, but he said it was healing fine and I need to switch out of my boot in the evening and wear a brace that allows my foot to move up and down only and not side to side.

My dad was lazy and just made me wear the brace I got from the hospital. My boot quit airing up last weekend though so now I have to wear the other brace all day now. My foot doesn't hurt when you touch it or feel, but it hurts when I walk, that's it. I walk with a dumb limp now and it's super annoying. I wish I could just be fine now but I can't help but try to get better.

As for my exercise, I've kissed that good-bye. I'm not able to do weight bearing exercises and I am gaining more weight back so I've lost practically all hope on getting that to happen again. I don't know what I'm going to do... I need a better job, that's for sure. Make more money. That will help.

Speaking of, I'm going to apply at more places this weekend. Maybe since I'm 18 now, I can get a job that pays me more then just $7.25/hour. I need a little more income then that, if you know what I mean.

As soon as my foot is better, I will be able to get my license. At that point, I will be able to apply anywhere and get a job making more money.

I wanted you guys to know I'm not really helping myself as I sit around, but that the little hope I have of losing weight is almost gone. Even though I know it will happen one day. I just know that won't be today.

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