Friday, April 27, 2012

Slight pain

So all I'm feeling at this point is slight pain in my heel or the right side of my right ankle. I know it'll heal on it's own, I just need to give it time. It hurts though to put to much pressure on it, but I'm out of any brace and in a regular shoe again. I have been for about a week now. I'm thankful that this is finally coming to an end because this has been my first week back in PE in 8 weeks.

To be perfectly honest with you, I'm thankful to have this class again. It's funny too, today my Max Bench Press went up 20 pounds! Is that even possible after 8 weeks of doing NOTHING??!!! I guess so... Give me some place to write and my fingers will increase my muscle. Haha, don't think it works that way...

This isn't much to say, but I'll try to post again when I start being more active.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Hopefully my last week in a brace...

I'll be perfectly honest with you, aside from my heel hurting when I walk, my ligaments don't feel torn any longer and I am hoping my heel will resolve itself.  I plan on being back to my regular self by this weekend. I'd better not be hurting next week or I won't be happy.

The doctor said If I'm hurting in 3 or 4 weeks (being next week), I need to call them because I will need physical therapy. Please God, I don't need that. I don't want that. I want to be fine. Perfectly and completely fine

As far as losing weight, I haven't gained anything back, I don't think (I HOPE NOT!!), since I've been out of Weight Training. I mean, I've got a big build regardless, so I'll always have plus sized clothing just for the fact that I've got broad shoulders and I'm so tall. I mean, I'll never fit in a Medium sized shirt, or even a Large, because of the type of build I have.

All I have to do is stem that body into a toned and fit dude. I'll be honest, I don't see this happening until halfway into my college experience. I assume I'll eat less and not have the chance to be so pudgy. I mean, I don't get a free food coupon under my pillow every day I wake up.

I just thought I'd share the update with everyone and I hope to go do upper body work outs next week! I REALLY WANT BACK INTO CLASS!!

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Not helping myself

I'm not really helping myself at all by staying out of PE. When I went to see my specialist, I got stuck with a different doctor, but he said it was healing fine and I need to switch out of my boot in the evening and wear a brace that allows my foot to move up and down only and not side to side.

My dad was lazy and just made me wear the brace I got from the hospital. My boot quit airing up last weekend though so now I have to wear the other brace all day now. My foot doesn't hurt when you touch it or feel, but it hurts when I walk, that's it. I walk with a dumb limp now and it's super annoying. I wish I could just be fine now but I can't help but try to get better.

As for my exercise, I've kissed that good-bye. I'm not able to do weight bearing exercises and I am gaining more weight back so I've lost practically all hope on getting that to happen again. I don't know what I'm going to do... I need a better job, that's for sure. Make more money. That will help.

Speaking of, I'm going to apply at more places this weekend. Maybe since I'm 18 now, I can get a job that pays me more then just $7.25/hour. I need a little more income then that, if you know what I mean.

As soon as my foot is better, I will be able to get my license. At that point, I will be able to apply anywhere and get a job making more money.

I wanted you guys to know I'm not really helping myself as I sit around, but that the little hope I have of losing weight is almost gone. Even though I know it will happen one day. I just know that won't be today.